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#59 Spell
Some days I miss you and love you
other days I wonder if I’m wasting my time
But today I found a new state of grace
What if I don’t want to break the spell?
Well you could like me
or not
stay in my life
or not
But why should I limit this sweet care
I have for you
Or try to avoid it
just because you are far away and silent?
I can choose to keep the warmth in my heart
the birds singing around my head
the colours I see when I think of you
and still slowly walk away
in the most natural and unabashed way
I don’t have to force myself out of this
I can just accept what the day brings
No strings or wishes attached
I can keep my high loving vibe
Not letting myself contaminated by darkness
Choosing to choose uninterested love
I cannot control you
or the world
or the incredible teaching order of the Universe
but I can believe in good things
and in magic
and sparkles
wishing you well
while bidding you goodbye.